“Hi, I might say is a
surprise to see you here.”
“I wish I could say the
same. I was expecting you. Pratima called you here right??”
“Yeah but how do you
know?”
“She told me she had something
important to talk about with me and you.”
“Everything alright?? She
had been acting is bit weird lately.”
“When I asked this in
the morning she said no, but she said this was the reason she called both of us
here. To make things alright. ”
“Well let’s hope it’s
nothing serious.”
“Yeah…. Well here she
comes.”
Pratima entered the
coffee house not by her feet but with all she had left inside of her. Every
step she took looked like a punishment. Her heart stopped the moment she
spotted both of them looking over towards her. She felt today was the end of
one side of her. Today was the end of Pratima as everybody knows. She had a
part of her in both of them and she knew whatever she did today, she won’t be
complete from now on. She might be happy, but incomplete.
On the other hand the Aryan’s and Rachit’s mind were thinking-
Oh my god I can’t believe she is so beautiful. And
I can’t believe she is going to be my wife in a few days. God I love her so
much. I can do anything just to see her happy. Just to see the spark in her
eyes, the glow on her face. If ever god made a perfect woman, I am sure she
won’t be more beautiful, smarter and braver then Pratima.
Oh my god I can’t believe she is so beautiful. I
wish I could just look at here forever in my life. God I just wish if there was
still a chance for me to spend the rest of my life with her. I could never
explain to her what she means to me. I know I won’t be able to love someone
more than I love her. If there was something like death at wish, I wish I would
die right at this moment, so that I’ll know that I died watching my life.
Pratima came up to the
table where they were sitting. Both of them got up, to receive her. Aryan spoke
first.
“Hey Rachit here told
me you had something you wanted to talk about???”
“Yeah Pratima what is it??
You can tell us?? ”
She somehow got the
courage to speak up carefully while looking down at the table so she won’t have
to face their eyes while she was saying this. “Well first of all I want to say
that this is the most difficult thing I had to do during my entire life. I wish
it could remain the same but I know it can’t. Aryan there is something I need
you to know about me and Rachit. When we were stranded alone in that forest,
the way he saved my life, the way he did everything, I could not help to fall
in love with Rachit. He was just so perfect in everything. From the way he
fought to the way he cooked food for me to the way he looked. Everything was
just so confusing. I mean I tried not to; every night before going to sleep I
apologized to you a thousand times in my mind just too even think about him
when you were the one for me. But all I know, I fell in love with him. Not that
I loved you less, it is that he saw a part of me no one ever did, not you not
dad not even me, a part even I didn’t knew existed. That part of me was his.
And when we returned from the mission he told me that he loved me too. Due to
some reason I could not tell him that I was engaged to be married to guy I am
in love with. I wish I did, but I could not. Maybe because I never thought I
will meet him again. I thought it was just a fling that will pass by as soon as
I got away from him. Then I got your letter and god knows I hated myself for
even remotely thinking about myself with another man. I knew you loved me, but
you never actually expressed that in words before that letter. I read your
letter for a thousand times and hated myself even more. As soon as I came home
I thought I will forget him. I thought I don’t need him. Our days were going happily
till the time he and Col. Shah came home. I thought I had forgotten about him.
I thought I could live without him. But then he smiled at me and ruined it all.
I never meant any of this to happen but I somehow did and whatever I do I can’t
rewind the time and mend all the wrongs I have done. You are perfect. You have
always been perfect. But I am just ME. I make mistakes. I made some. Now I
can’t even do anything about them, and the worst part about this is, I cheated
with someone I loved the most in my life.”
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