Friday, 13 July 2012

Sands Of Time (Part 9)


They reached home and by then everyone had went home. She put Zenith down for sleep and came out of the room and saw only Aryan standing there. She saw him and gestured towards the seats, went there and sat. Aryan came and sat leaving a gap of one chair, fearing she might hug him again. None of them knew what to talk about. Both of them were just sitting there looking at each other.
“Who was the girl that was with came with you??” he somehow awkwardly asked.
“She is mine and Rachit’s daughter, Zenith. He died when she was just about a year old.”
“Yeah I heard about him during that time. Sorry about that. He died a martyr.”
“Yeah”
“So how have you been?? It had been almost 10 years since I had seen you. Last time I saw you was…………” he just remembered that day and somehow could not say anything.
“Yeah I know, well after Rachit I had been really busy in my life. I ran away thinking I might be saving my parents some embarrassment but I guess what I did was in repairable.”
“No it is not so, and you know that. You did what you thought was right at that time and that is how life goes.”
Then they got to talking and Aryan asked all about how the past 10 years were like. Everything about Zenith. Everything about everything.
“So that is pretty much it from my side, you tell how have things been on your side?”
“Well to start with I am married to a beautiful girl Reet now and I have a beautiful little daughter Ishita, right about the age of Zenith.”
“Wow, so tell me your story, how you met this girl Reet???”
“Well it is a very long story.”
“Well I guess we do have the time” she said smiling. The smile that pushed Aryan about 10 and a half years back.
10 AND A HALF YEARS BACK…..
It had been just few days since Pratima left for the army. Initially Aryan felt that yes I can do it. She is there serving the country n the least I can do is to support her. Make her stronger not weaker
But in some time all the lies that he told himself that he can live without her were falling apart one by one. He started missing her so badly that he almost spent his whole day visiting the sites where he and Pratima used to meet. This was affecting his health as well as business. But he had no idea what to do. Just then a thought struck his mind. He had read something somewhere on how you should write down your feelings if you can’t tell those to the person. He knew if he tried to contact her, she will know that he is missing her and would start thinking about him too. Which as it is doing to Aryan affect her work. Which he never wanted. So all he had to do was to write down his feelings for her. He came running back to the house. Flashed his way into his room and started looking for a pen and a paper. He was initially very confused on what to write and if he did write this letter should he send it or not? He then tried Pratima’s method; he closed his eyes and tried to think about her. The way she looks, the way talks, the way she walks, the way her eyes light up every time she starts smiles, the way her dimple looks on her right cheek, the small little cute mole on her face that she always hates. Suddenly he realized what he had to write. He gathered his thoughts and started writing.
Hey baby,
I know I wasn’t supposed to miss you so much, but it is all I am able to do. The last time I felt alive was the last time I saw you, since then I have only been a dummy walking and talking but not living. Only if I knew I was going to see you after such a long time, I would have frozen the time there and then and watched you just standing there smiling at me. You know every night when I go out and see the starts shining, all I can think about is you, I thank god for every mistake I did because that brought me to a path that lead to you…………………………………………………………………..
He got up to this when he heard a loud honk just right outside his door. There was a car, followed by a moving truck. The house that was right in front of their house was sold to a family. Man his wife and his daughter. Daughter was about Aryan’s age. He completed the letter. Put it in his back pocket and left out to meet the new neighbors.
He rang the doorbell. A lady came out.
“Hello, I am Aryan Sharma. I live in that house right in front of yours. I thought I should stop by and ask if you need anything??”
“Oh hello, I am Mrs. Gupta. I am o glad you came. It is good to see people helping others out in these times too. Why don’t you come in and meet the rest of the family??” she asked ecstatically.
“Oh I would love to.” And he went inside. He had seen that house more than a 100 times before too. But right now it all looked so different. With all the new furniture and all, he remembered the time when Pratima’s family shifted right next to their house.
“Hello young man. Myself Mr. Gupta. Welcome to our new house. I suppose you live in the house that is right in front of ours??” he asked.
“Yes sir, oh and I am Aryan.”
‘Pleasure to meet you”
“Me too sir”
“I would like you to meet my beautiful daughter Reet.”
“Hi, nice to meet you” he said shyly.
“You too.” She replied even more shyly.
So this was the first meeting of the many meeting to come. Aryan liked to spend time with Reet. They became really good friends. He told her all about Pratima and she was really excited to meet her soon. But what Aryan didn’t know was that Reet formed a certain kind of likeness towards Aryan. Even knowing that he was in love with someone else she could not help falling to him. He had a crush on him since the first time she saw him sitting by his window writing something lost in his thoughts. But because of the already complicated situation she never confessed her feelings for him. That was the reason that when she heard Pratima was getting back from her services and he would be married off with her soon she somehow persuaded her father to allow her to stay at her aunty in Chandigarh for a while. About the time the wedding was over. It had already been hard on her, loving a person who she knew loved someone else.
A few months later when she heard about what happened during the wedding of Aryan and Pratima she felt bad and thought Aryan needed a friend. So she packed up and went all the way back.
When she reached his home she saw Aryan devastated. He looked like he had not eaten or slept for days now. He stopped talking to anyone. His parents feared he might not do something to him so they seeked her help. She went into his room, she saw him looking outside that very same window that she for the first time looked at him. He was lost in his thoughts just like the first time but this time he looked pale. She went ahead and without saying anything hugged him.
Aryan had not felt something like that in days. For a second he felt that Pratima came back but when he turned around and saw Reet standing there his excitement fell down and he turned away again. But Reet was determined to make him happy

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